First foray into Parisian night life, I loved it haha.
It kind of feels like the responsibilities will never end.
I’ve been here for over 2 weeks, I realize, and I do understand that I’m twenty years old. Still, I find being an adult in another country exhausting. Knowing that no one here will take care of you or any of your needs is in a way freeing, but also extremely nerve-wracking.
I hope that from here on out things will go as planned, because I’d finally feel like there’s some justice in the world. I know I’m lucky to be here, but trust me it’s no cakewalk, and even before school has fully started, it’s taken a lot of courage.
School is also a little bit frightening, due to the fact that French seminar leaders, and even fellow students, are well-known for their lack of restraint when criticizing your work. They hold nothing back, and don’t feel compelled to show a mark of decency in terms of the obligatory positive AND negative.
I can pull myself together for the next (less than) 5 months, right?